i know im short,
i wish people just know when to shut the fuck up.

we didn't choose our height, the Lord gave it to us.
So don't fucking make fun of us, don't exaggerate it that much

Sure it's fun to say and comment,
but damn, to us it hurts.

Tbh, it hurts alot.
All i wanted was a sorry

goodnights11:25 PM

BATCH 11 FULL FORCE AHEAD FOR SYF 2011!!!
GWH HERE WE COME

still cant believe we all got in,
We've come thus far as dancers, our hard work DEFINITELY paid off <3
Like Ms Yeo said, passion drives us.
I'd never come this far without you guys encouraging me and helping me,
I'm glad i didn't quit NYMD.

Today was the FIRST audition where no one was called back, and laoshi actually praised us after that. I'm proud to say that ALL of us kaiqiao-ed, and im even prouder to be part of batch 11 :D

goodnights7:41 PM

just bought body shop soap,
I SMELL LIKE MANGOES.


what up :>

goodnights8:33 PM

Time check: 5:15am
I think im slightly imsomniatic

I kinda miss my online friends, I'm not sure why though
Looking back @ my old chatlogs, I was such a loser back then LOLOL
I mean, i obviously changed ALOT

Yet sometimes I just wanna relive those memories,
when life was really pointless, pretty much confused
but somehow, I was happier then.
it's so confuzzling since I'm so much better off now.

Maybe it's me, but I think screwing up your life alittle makes it 100000x more fun to live
When everything's what you hoped for, or if not slightly off, nothing surprises you anymore.
Sure, I'm happy. But what's the point, I'm not contented no more

I wonder if i did the right thing to erase them from my life,
Honestly, I miss everyone, so frickin' much

If we still kept in contact, would my life be mega screwed or better than what I have now?

goodnights4:43 AM

Oh my gah, i can't sleep again :(

goodnights3:16 AM

school is such a drone;
wake up, go to school, eat, study,(dance), go home, do homework, 1hour online, sleep.
and the cycle goes on everyday

having aep is good because i can still see most of the 201 girls every monday and wed.
but everytime we talk about our new classes and classmates,
it dawns on me that we're just AEP batch 11 ):
every lesson, i want to ask someone "HEY WHAT HOMEWORK DO WE HAVE TODAY!!!?"
but then i realised the only person i can ask now, is ruisian.
):

307 hasnt opened up yet,
we have 3 distinct cliques and CCT is a drone because no one suggests/response.

i remember class breakfast/party with 201,
we'd have random girls screaming "OH I BRING XXX!" "I CAN MAKE YYY!" "CAN WE HAVE XXX?"

i miss 201,
i miss watching taptap girls,
i miss seeing doodles on the white board everyday,
i miss watching diablos fly up and down,
i miss concentration circles,
i miss 201.

goodnights11:08 PM

hi world :)

2010 has been great so far, i guess.

new class = new friends :)
but i guess im still with my old buddies somehow

1st week was fun,

intro to lessons and stuff. my new favourite teachers this year are:
1.chong han guang; -pinches nose-"because he talks like this" HAHAHAHAHA
2. james tan; :D
3. benny koh; he's just entertaining to watch/listen. LOL

1st week spent beside gwen,
sat all the way @ the back, isolated corner with no damn reception
had massive doodling session on the table with whiteboard markers
spent most of the time during lessons laughing & designing "beyond" logos :)

shifted places,

im sitting at the front of the class, 2nd seat from the door since im short. pffft
beside ashley :D
she seems nice,
lets me copy stuff i cant be bothered to listen to and helps me out when teachers call me. (Y)
talks to me when im bored
has this super cute chip pen that has moving arms and legs

bye world :)

goodnights10:46 PM